I am currently slightly drunk and binge watching Medium – which apparently will no longer be available on Netflix as of tomorrow.  Problem is that I have 2 1/2 seasons and 4 1/2 hours.  Can’t make that math work.

Spent the day strangely – following young thing from place to place – waiting in a shady spot for 3 hours at one point, catching up by phone with an old friend  (well, he was my friend, then he wasn’t, and now maybe he is again).  Talked to hubby.  Trying to think of how I’ll finish off my California adventure tomorrow.

Problem is that I’m sleepy.  Virtually no caffeine today, but there was food and walking.  I just want to sleep for 10 hours.  No fun.  Last time I left  young thing alone for any length of time that led to a true near disaster.

Who will I be when I get home?  What will I want of the people around me to make my life better?  Will I be brave enough to demand what I need and deserve?  What will I do with this damned all-consuming job?  What will make sense?

No answers tonight.